The Ukrainian Vyshyvanka

I’ve told this introductory story before, and I’m retelling it now in a different context.  You can see the original here. A seminal memory from my time in Ukraine involves a working vacation during my first summer there. Friends from my city, Ternopil, owned an enormous cabin outside Yaremche, a major skiing center in the […]

The Original Beat

Brenda Knight, author of “Memory Babes: Joyce Johnson and Beat Memoir,” describes Herbert Huncke (rhymes with “junky”) as “the most Beat of the entire group,” that group including Jack Kerouac, Allen Ginsberg, Diane Di Prima, Gregory Corso, and all those dubbed the Beat Generation. Why distinguish Huncke this way? Perhaps this stems from Kerouac’s admiration […]

The Beat Generation

In an article entitled “The Beats and Visual Culture,” David Sterrit groups Beat-related films into three categories: mass-audience movies and television shows, experimental works, and nonfiction works. The Beat Generation (1959) falls into the first category, including films that “explore Beat interests or represent Beat personalities,” but “show little understanding of Beat ideas, sympathy for […]

First Impressions: Finally Watching Twin Peaks

Soap Opera Twin Peaks is a murder mystery and a soap opera. Lynch and his creative partner Mark Frost intend no soap-opera parody here, as some have hypothesized. No, he’s giving us a soap opera wrapped around a murder mystery. During the summer of 1980, Americans wondered who shot J.R. Ewing, the villainous Texas oil […]

Mark Antonucci

The Beginning I spent over a year deciding how best to approach Mark Antonucci’s death. When I met him, Mark was the clinical director of Suicide and Crisis Services (SACS), now the Crisis and Suicide Prevention Lifeline-988 (CSPL-988). More than anyone else, Mark was responsible for how I approach what remains my vocation nearly 37 […]

A Holiday Party in Ukraine

The mid-2000s rank high among the toughest years of my life, beginning with 2004.  My mother suddenly became ill and died from congestive heart failure.  Three months later, doctors diagnosed me with acute myelogenous leukemia.  I survived without needing bone marrow transplants, but I’m permanently off organ and blood donor lists thanks to multiple chemotherapy […]

Jeph Loeb’s Superman/Batman: World’s Finest: True Friendship Exemplified

The DC Universe has undergone reboots, been reimagined, and survived reality-changing crises. Certain aspects remain constant, although narrations vary.  A hallmark among these is the friendship between Superman and Batman, together the World’s Finest. During the Golden Age, the two first appeared together in All Star Comics #7, “$1,000,000 for War Orphans,” but it wasn’t […]

Movies So Bad I Love Them

Motel Hell (1980) Roger Ebert once dubbed Motel Hell “a welcome change of pace; it’s to The Texas Chainsaw Massacre as Airplane! is to Airport.”  Ebert even admires certain scenes, including a chainsaw duel and the final confession from the dying Farmer Vincent, the proprietor of Motel Hello (the “o” on the sign has burnt […]

Two Recent Books on Neurodiversity

As a suicide-prevention and crisis-intervention counselor, I understand that individual experiences often don’t pair well with what professional texts explain about conditions as they apply to groups.  Professional texts have helped me to understand schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, suicidal ideation, and personality disorders, but how are these situations reflected by the individuals living with them? So, […]

Dracula Beyond Stoker

March 2020: Covid left the global populace struggling to fill the isolating void of shutdown.  Many learned new skills.  Others fired up their streaming channels and shot-gunned film after film and television series after television series.  As a suicide-prevention and crisis-intervention counselor, I broke overtime records after our volunteers had retreated to the safety of […]